My Lost Love

Hola hola my blog, still randoms thoughts but this one is kind of special I think. Ya rabbi, I hope after I express all of my feelings here, I will move on and think about other things and most important adding value in my life. Aamiin. 

I love you when you left me,

Missing you is hurt for me,

I didn't know how to reach you out,

I'm too far from you now,

From a close friend we went apart,

We act like a lover but now we were stranger,

I love everything about you,

but I didn't get the chance to say to you,

you left me without saying a word,

you make me confuse with your words

your nagging, your caring, your annoying,

I hate you! I hate you so much

I hate when I love you.

so here my last poem for you.

A poem titled:You

My lost love,

you teach me what is love,

how to love, 

how to respond to love

everything about love,

i learn about love alhamdulillah <3 br=""> i found my greatest love, Allah. 

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My lost love,

sorry for your broken heart,

sorry for rude attitude of mine,

sorry for ignoring all of your hint,

sorry for confusing you,

I don't know how to love you,

I'm not the one for you,

cause I want to keep my love for my halal one. 

My lost love,

thank you for your caring,

thank you for your time,

thank you for your attention,

thank you for making me feel love,

thank you for your presence 

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P/s: If you read this just want you to know that I love you wholeheartedly and I miss you so much. 

May happiness blessed your life. As long as you're happy with your life, I'm happy :D I rely my entire life to Him. My Greatest, My Best Listener my All-Knowing Allah. If we we're meant to be, the right time will come, if not I pray you found someone better than me. InsyaAllah 

goodbye my lost love. chiow!